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Frank,
I'm sorry about yesterday. Ugh. I hate that you had to fix my mess there. I mean, honestly, you'd think I could at least have got a decent Confundus right.
To be honest, I'm worried what could happen if that we hit a situation where we'd need me to be able to do things I just... don't know how to do. It's not just needing more experience. Or confidence. And I know there are things I can do that are useful, but-
I watch you, and I know I've just not got your training. I don't just mean fighting, because we haven't needed that, and if we do, well- I'll either manage or I won't. What I really mean is how you just know what to look for and what to listen for, and how to look round a place before we go in, and how to keep us being noticed while we're poking about.
Only, I know I'm not the sort of partner you're used to counting on. I'd like to learn all of it, if you'd teach me.
Fighting, too.
I'm sorry about yesterday. Ugh. I hate that you had to fix my mess there. I mean, honestly, you'd think I could at least have got a decent Confundus right.
To be honest, I'm worried what could happen if that we hit a situation where we'd need me to be able to do things I just... don't know how to do. It's not just needing more experience. Or confidence. And I know there are things I can do that are useful, but-
I watch you, and I know I've just not got your training. I don't just mean fighting, because we haven't needed that, and if we do, well- I'll either manage or I won't. What I really mean is how you just know what to look for and what to listen for, and how to look round a place before we go in, and how to keep us being noticed while we're poking about.
Only, I know I'm not the sort of partner you're used to counting on. I'd like to learn all of it, if you'd teach me.
Fighting, too.
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Date: 2012-10-29 03:50 am (UTC)I mean, you've been doing a good job. really. mean it.
sure, there's always more stuff to learn, but you've got a good head on you.
and yeah, we can work on some things too.
maybe you could come to moddey next time you have a few days, we could sort out what needs working on. Al's good at this sort of thing too.
all right, then?