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Dec. 29th, 2014 01:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Oh, luv.
Is today better?
I was glued to my journal last night, and knew that nothing I could say would make a jot of difference, but I hope you know I was with all of you. I'm sorry for what happened with the man who was Kissed, but all of you were brilliant.
It's been a hard few weeks, hasn't it? I find myself getting teary eyed and sweeping Bea up and hugging her til she wriggles at the oddest moments. And Bap is doing somersaults and flips like no-one else, too.
I'm so bloody grateful they're both hidden. They won't be forced to march in a parade with werewolves, or sing those awful songs, or watch people barely older than they are kill other people for sport ever. Or, in Bea's case, ever again, although she was too young to remember, really. Still. Having her in those stands during the Frost Faire nearly made me break in half.
I don't know how Molly, Alice, and Frank are still standing.
I don't.
And it's so deeply selfish of me, but I'm glad they won't be going anywhere near Hogwarts unless we've won.
Is today better?
I was glued to my journal last night, and knew that nothing I could say would make a jot of difference, but I hope you know I was with all of you. I'm sorry for what happened with the man who was Kissed, but all of you were brilliant.
It's been a hard few weeks, hasn't it? I find myself getting teary eyed and sweeping Bea up and hugging her til she wriggles at the oddest moments. And Bap is doing somersaults and flips like no-one else, too.
I'm so bloody grateful they're both hidden. They won't be forced to march in a parade with werewolves, or sing those awful songs, or watch people barely older than they are kill other people for sport ever. Or, in Bea's case, ever again, although she was too young to remember, really. Still. Having her in those stands during the Frost Faire nearly made me break in half.
I don't know how Molly, Alice, and Frank are still standing.
I don't.
And it's so deeply selfish of me, but I'm glad they won't be going anywhere near Hogwarts unless we've won.
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Date: 2014-12-30 03:39 am (UTC)I'll be sure to. After all, I've got to sit him down so we can work through all the mischief we're going to get up to once Bap has made his appearance.
You've got my signature for Neville Longbottom Day, too.
Can there be flowers?
Miles and miles of flowers.
(And yes, I noticed. He's honest, I'll give him that. Less warm, more... sincere? Possibly? It's an odd mix, to be sure, but sorely needed, and they don't seem to mind.)
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Date: 2014-12-30 04:26 am (UTC)And, you know. Speaking of Frank, and of the Bap -- we haven't talked godparents, yet. And I can't really think of anyone who'd be more suited than Frank and Alice. Do you think they'd ... I dunno, do you think they'd find that hurtful, remind them of what they've lost, or do you think they'd like it?
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Date: 2014-12-30 02:33 pm (UTC)We are creating a family, after all.
A weird and wonderful family.